Different Kinds of Power

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Who You Are

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Suicide

Suicide

By Isaiah Delgado-Flores

The other day I was talking to my friend about how suicide used to be represented in media. On television and in movies, if someone attempted suicide, they were often labeled as crazy. Imagine suffering so much inside that you would rather stop being alive than suffer … and people call you crazy for it.

I’m not writing this for those who haven’t had suicidal thoughts. If you haven’t been through it, then you just wouldn’t understand. To those who haven’t had those thoughts, and are around someone who is having them, don’t force yourself to understand. Just be supportive.

To those who are having suicidal thoughts: You’re not alone. I’m sure you hear that a lot, and I’m sure you don’t believe it. How could you? No one knows how you feel. Your feelings are your own. When you’re in that spot where it feels like the world has turned its back on you, sometimes the best thing to do is turn around and face it. Isolation will be one of your worst enemies.

Another enemy you’ll face is guilt. When you have suicidal thoughts, your brain loves to add to the flames. It’ll make you feel guilty about everything and anything. It’ll eat you up inside. Don’t fuel that temptation. Reach out. No matter who you are, someone cares. It won’t feel like it until you reach out. Reaching out saved my life many times. It took me a long time to reach out. I almost lost my life to myself a handful of times. I didn’t care, because I thought no one else did. Then I finally sought community and support, and found the comfort I was looking for.

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Everyone will say it’ll get better with time. Time has nothing to do with it. Finding motivation, reaching out, making goals for yourself — that’s what will save your life. When you’re contemplating suicide, you should come up with a short-term goal. A goal that’s simple but so important to you that you can’t let your life go until you achieve it. Once you reach that goal, set another one. A bigger one. That’s what I did. I haven’t had a suicidal thought in months, because now I have big goals that I can’t leave this Earth without achieving.

If someone you love comes to you because they are having suicidal thoughts, don’t make them feel guilty. Don’t pester them with questions. Just be there for them. Do whatever they need, within reason. If you’re having suicidal thoughts, reach out. No one can grab your hand if you keep pulling it away. You’re loved. You’re appreciated. Even when it feels like you’re not, you are. So love and appreciate yourself.

If you or someone you know is in an emergency, call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 800-273-TALK (8255) or call 911 immediately.

Isaiah Delgado-Flores is a senior at Pojoaque Valley High School. You can contact him at bubbadukes2002@gmail.com

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Saint Expedite

Saint Expedite delivers when you are in dire need of help in an urgent manner.  Do you need to pay the rent? Do you need to expedite any prayers, goals, manifestations, or petitions?  This type of petition is not for long term big goals or projects. This is to quicken the attainment of certain needs you need met.  Caution, St. Expedite is also trickster energy, so be careful with him. He is a Roman soldier, sentry crushing “procrastination,” hence the “cras” under his foot.  “Hodie” is Latin for “Today!” He does things today, and does not procrastinate.  

What he wants in payment or return for your petitions is pound cake and a public recommendation for his services.  You can also give him water and yellow and red flowers because yellow and red are his colors. When you ask for his help, he usually works alone, so he doesn’t partcularly like you to ask other spirits to work by his side.  He can and will give you results for what you ask for, but it’s up to you to handle the rest.  

His characteristics that you can use to work with him are:  air, Mercury, Hermes, Wednesday, yellow, red, and pound cake.  Use these creatively with and for him to your advantage.

Take responsibility for manifesting the rest yourself to maintain what he delivers.  You can also use candle magic, with the red and yellow candles when petitioning him. You can also have a figurine of him, and or a card/ picture of him.  Include your petition or prayer of what you are asking of him. It helps to put the paper under the lit candle(s). Set up the altar with the candle(s), prayer and water as an offering because you offer water to your guests as hospitality.    

Pay him the flowers, cake, and recommendation after he delivers, or else he may play tricks and take your gifts without delivering your petition(s).  Guess why I’m publicizing this knowledge? Saint Expedite delivers. Create your petitions wisely folks, there is always karma.

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Loving the wrong way?

Can you love someone so much?  Is it wrong to love someone so much?  

Sometimes you love someone so much you want them to be with you in every way of your life but they don’t have the capacity to give back or reciprocate.  Sometimes they are meant to fall out of alignment with you because the reasons or purposes are over and have been served. Sometimes you are meant to reconnect again later, who knows!?

If you are meant to grow together,  if you want to keep them, you better check yourself and stop loving them out of desperation, fear, insecurity, or choking.  When you do this, you are actually being vampiric, parasitic, and causing imbalance in the relationship. This is toxic. If you’re in denial and say well love is love, you better ask yourself if you’re repelling people by being too controlling, or tainting your relationship with jealousy.  

I mean, get real, get out of denial.  When you’re subconsciously trying to hang onto someone with these lower vibrations, they will feel it and grow resentment towards you.  It’s not just about the actions.  

Are your actions trying to hook them?  People can love you and you can be blind to it, or you may even reject them because you subconsciously want to ruin the relationship out of jealousy, or other negative emotions.  

People can love you in healthy balanced ways, or unhealthy imbalanced ways.  

Maybe you’re a taker, and you have a grabby energy.  Maybe someone you love is tired of you not reciprocating and not caring for their genuine well-being.  All you care about is giving only what you want to give, but not really giving them what they need. Maybe you only appear when you need something, but when they’re asking for you to be a friend, you ignore it.  You only appear when you need to dump. When I say dump, yes that means both sharing negative and positive, because you’re doing it out of a grabby, needy energy.

It doesn’t work that way.  

People will only take so much of your neediness.  If you can’t handle people changing, growing up, graduating, learning, just growing period, then you are repelling them with your fears, insecurities, judgment and your attachment is not unconditional freeing love.  It is resentment, jealousy, and choking. This is not love. This is unhealthy.  

If you’re in denial or out of touch with your subconscious programming, it’s a cop out to blame the other person when you in fact are the one sabotaging.  But, ask yourself why?  

Why are you sabotaging?  Do you not feel worthy to have healthy relationships?  Does your programming tell you that you deserve abusive fucked up relationships?  It’s not logical, but get real, get deep. Face yourself in the mirror and ask what responsibility did I have in pushing my loved ones away?  Especially if you’re acting out as any type of actions that emotional vampires do, like the splitter-border personality, of, “I hate you! But, please don’t leave me.”  This is passive-aggressive behavior used that repels your loved ones.  

So, yes, you can “love” someone in an unreasonable way.

People use religion or love to manipulate others to do things for them.  This is not love or righteous. It’s just manipulation. There are different tactics people use to steal your power.  If you feel smothered in a relationship, or jipped, or both, ask yourself if they are stealing your power, or if you are giving it away.  Here are different examples of emotional vampires: victim, controller, criticizer, narcissist, border-splitter. There are infinite more labels or examples, but  you get the jist.  

Enjoy, Rainbow Heart Freedom Eagle.

Click on these links on how to deal with them:  

 

Emotional Vampire Part 1: How to Deal with Controllers?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aWziB3C4B8M

Emotional Vampire Part 2: How to Deal with Narcissists?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LXAqzcGPq4Y&t=7s

Emotional Vampire Part 3: How to Deal with Splitter Personality?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qOxQnfIAa9I

Emotional Vampire Part 4: How to Deal with The Criticizer?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=66DKnrRxtI8&t=3s

Emotional Vampire Part 5: How to Deal with Victims?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NTyDqi-qFfM
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How do Spiritual Emergencies Affect Me?

Spiritual Emergencies with Reiki Masters Bear & Rainbow Part 1

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gWuXy16XZ2E

 

 

Have you tried to talk to someone but he or she is not himself or herself?  You might think, “Is this depression or some mental or emotional illness? Is she or he drowning in stress?  Is he or she even mentally present, or is she or he an empty shell?”

Someone may not be available to you because he or she could be going through this, and who knows how long it will last!  It finishes when it finishes, on mother nature’s terms, divine time and order.

Can anyone go through a spiritual emergency, or spiritual emerging?  Does it just have to be a newbie to the psychic or supernatural realm?  Can masters in the realm of consciousness and metaphysics who have decades under their belt also go through these?  Is it like chickenpox where once you’ve gone through it, you’re immune from experiencing another one again?  

Anyone can go through it, as it is usually spontaneous and nondiscriminating.  Yes, it usually happens multiple times in one’s lifetime.

Rainbow:

What are spiritual emergencies?   

They can be uncomfortable, overhwhelming, and making you feel alone,  or like a weirdo. You wonder, “Is anyone else experiencing this and know what I’m going through without me sounding crazy?”

Bear:

What are the symptoms?

You may start to see (invisible) things that you can see that no one else can see.  You may hear voices other people don’t hear, and experience ringing in your ears. You may feel these are new problems.  You will start to discriminate who you tell these experiences to. You may start losing friends (due to you growing in ways they may not understand).  You are actually developing your psychic abilities. You may be receiving (spiritual/ energetic) attacks by other people who have more developed (psychic) abilities than you, or other spirits or extraterrestrials attacking you because you’re developing or growing.  They do it because you are on the rise, and it’s also your education, testing you out, your playing grounds.  

Rainbow:  

That sounds so negative and scary!

Let’s shine light on the positives.

Spiritual emergencies are learning, growing opportunities of expansion, developing  your power, your energy, your intuition and trust when you meditate, sleep, or are in the dream realm, journeying in the astral realm, or just operating in your day to day life when you’re awake.  Use it to your advantage. Tap into whatever you are activating, whether it be clairaudience or psychic hearing, clairvoyance or psychic seeing, clairsentience psychic feeling, psychic tasting, or psychic smelling.  Most people don’t sense these things. Your senses will be heightened so you will, like how dogs smell drugs, or ducks hear a duck whistle but humans don’t. 

It’s not just all that deep, dark, heavy stuff.  You can use these gifts to your advantage.

We’re in a world of duality so we need to know both positive and negative.

Bear:

Educate yourself on how you develop your psychic abilities.

Slow down your spiritual emergency or stop it, so you can feel more centered and powerful.  You accomplish this by accepting who you truly are or who you’re becoming, almost like how Neo from the Matrix accepted he is “the one.”  He is the chosen one. In reality, we all are the one. Keanu Reeves said this on the Jimmy Fallon show.

Accept who you are, what you are, who you are becoming.  That will be the best bet to develop yourself in a centered and empowered way.  Develop and educate yourself easier when you accept who you are.

Rainbow:

What are other things to expect? 

Your energy, your aura, your hands, they can be zapping other people or other electronics.  This is a result of not being grounded. It indicates you are having your powers out of control.  

You may experience possible overwhelm by reading people’s thoughts or emotions.  You may not want to or try to, but it may be blasting you like there is no window or screen filter if you don’t learn how to block them out.  

If you’re interested in learning more on how to tap into, control, and develop your psychic powers or healing abilities from one of both of us, we offer Reiki certifications, attunements, trainings.  Contact BearAndRainbow.com.

Spiritual Emergencies with Reiki Master Rainbow Part 2

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VW-sAGT31LU

What are the causes & triggers?  Why do spiritual emergencies even happen?

They differ on situations, and from person to person.  

For example, it could be induced by near death experiences, or by accidents.  

Bumping the head or a concussion, could stem out of a desire for an individual on a conscious or subconscious level to want to grow, to spiritually develop oneself, grow psychic abilities to step into his or her life calling, purpose, path, something they are destined to grow into.  

You may even get sick without even being contagious or having a virus.  You’re releasing when you experience extreme common cold sysmptoms in a short time, then feel great after.  Healing crisis is common after healing sessions. Shifts, this is you shifting, detoxing for improvement. 

An analogy is child development.   Let’s say age 2-3 the child has 6 building blocks.  Let’s call these 6 blocks: a, b, c, d, e, f. All the abcdef blocks are all demolished, or bull-dozed.  

Emotional turmoil, physical, emotional all levels, including psychological are affected.  Next, let’s say the child age 4 to 6 would need 20 building blocks to get to the next stage. 

This is an analogy to a child’s learning development.  Get rid of that, the 6 building blocks of abcdef, before laying down the new stone foundation of 20 building blocks. This needs to happen as a prerequisite to enter the next learning or growth level.  

Detoxing, healing crisis, spiritual emergency, can be ugly, painful, uncomfortable, like the dark night of the soul.

(Here is a great article on the definition of the dark night of the soul.

https://www.kosmosjournal.org/article/a-dark-night-of-the-soul-and-the-discovery-of-meaning/ )

After you go through this tunnel or episode of discomforts due to the things I mentioned above, you will feel great on all levels.  It’s you bursting out of your cocoon, emerging out. This emergency, is an emerging. You are emerging from shedding your ego, your old ways of viewing the world.  It is a shamanic or figurative death and rebirth.

One of my spiritual emergings was me waking up to another side.

I was emerging from being a sheltered, naive, little girl.  There was a reality of people harming other people. I had to know this.  I had to know how to win amidst these situations. I was emerging from oblivion, to awareness, to wielding my personal power that I never knew existed.

Frodo, the main character from Lord of the Rings, I felt like him.  This acquaintance who is into the dark arts on all levels, from drugs, to  money, to sex, to magic, wanted to kill me. She attempted to twice, as far as I consciously know.  I was scared shitless because I was green at the time. Figure out how to stay in the light, be strong, stay in peace, keep your composure.  Attacks from her self-formed syndicate attacked my loved ones, following, intimidating, threatening, instilling fear, on the phone, in person, following in cars.  I counteracted them by putting myself in safe places and times, and situations. I used the strategy of safety in numbers, faith, love, and light.  

How do you deal with someone that is going through a spiritual emergency?

If you don’t understand what they’re going through it’s easy to be unsupportive or lack compassion.  Listen to them. Maybe they are really seeing things, or seeing other living things from other dimensions.  Some people may say they’re crazy or have schizophrenia. Healing crisis, spiritual emergency, psychic powers developing, these can be signs a person is being initiated.  They need to learn how to deal with their abilities getting out of control and manage it. Listen to them. Help them find the right support.  

How to cope if you are going through a spiritual emergency yourself?

Meditation, exercises, sports, physical movements can help calm you down. Cultivating your energy, learning how to hone, grow, cultivate energy through tai chi, yoga, qigong, and martial arts can help.  

Heal yourself with energy healing modalities.  

Find someone you are comfortable with that can give you advice.  Some people cannot give you advice because they don’t understand,  others understand but won’t give you advice out of insecurity of feeling threatened that others will surpass them.  There are people who do want to help and are secure enough to help you out.  

This shedding of your current reality will feel better after you are done going through it, the light at the end of the tunnel.  You shed a certain installment of old internal programming that no longer serves you, just to expand the new rebuilding or downloads that will solidify in you.  You will feel like you have a foundation to walk on again. You will feel like you’re able to function with your mind, body, and spirit again. Each time you go through a spiritual emerging or awakening, it’s the rainbow after the storm!

If you have more questions, regarding this topic.  Do ask at BearAndRainbow.com.  It would be beneficial for us to know what’s on you mind so we may create more trainings if it’s a high enough number of the same thing that is being asked of us more popularly.

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